Kylux things that are in my brain...

[alley_skywalker]

So, at the end of TFA, Hux has to go find Kylo. And for a while he can’t. At first, he’s just really annoyed because the planet is about to destruct and they have to go and he’ll be in so much shit if he fails in bringing Kylo in… And then he remembers Kylo running off after the infiltrators and it’s getting really close to when they have to leave and Kylo is just no to be found. And suddenly he’s fucking scared. Not because of what Snoke might do or whatever, but that Kylo might be dead or will be dead if he’s out there and they don’t bring him in and he’s left to destruct with the planet… And Hux hates this, but that idiot boy just does something to him and he kind of just wants… Well he certainly doesn’t want him to die. And then he finds Kylo in the snow, bleeding profusely. He’s unconscious and he looks both so miserable and so peaceful. And it’s frustrating and terrifying and Hux really doesn’t know what to do with all these feelings. So he drags Kylo back to the ship, leaves him with the medics and rushes off to ensure that they’re all set for evac. Then, after they’re safely away, he’s making rounds and passes by the med wing and his heart skips a beat when he thinks of Kylo. So he goes and asks how he is and finds out that he’s pretty badly hurt but he’ll live. And Hux is so relieved. But then, a few days later, when Kylo comes strolling around like nothing happened and like he didn’t just almost get himself killed and but how dare he make Hux feel things. And then he’s got this smug look on his face and asks, “did you worry about me?” and Hux makes some sarcastic and rude reply because he’s never letting this loser see what an effect he has on Hux. And Kylo watches Hux skulk away and realizes that he’s a little sad that the general didn’t worry about him at all, because, deep inside, he kind of wishes he had. One day, I might actually write this fic…